10:44 p.m. - 2025-03-03
Checking out
I'm at the end of my rope. I was scammed concert tickets by a fake website made to look like the original venues and I paid for the scalped tickets (way over the original price thinking it was legite) using Paypal. When I found out I appealed to Paypal who I've been using regularly since 2001 and they denied it. So now I'm going to end it with them and bad mouth them to everyone everywhere. I hope they fall!
I'm going to try and make an appeal to my bank to see if there is anyway they can retract the charges but I don't feel totally hopeful.
Then earlier today S tells me he probably won't get his medical back or be able to work for another year now because the government is behind.
I just want to run away, change my name and start over. Why am I spinning my wheels each day at work to get scammed by people? I'm the only one working at the house now and I can't stand living here but I'm totally stuck. And he won't be able to put any money into this dilapidated, tiny house that I have to live outside in my trailer at anyway!
I don't want my fucking iPhone either or anything more to do with all this 5G. I left it at home this weekend to go be alone, sit on the beach and read a real book this weekend and it was liberating.
I really don't want to live in this retarded world where fucking people have created so many ways to make other people sick or bring death to the masses. This is a world full of thieves and crooks and I'm tired of always having to keep my guard up and try to figure out what is real from what is fake. I'm ready to check out.
