10:39 p.m. - 2020-12-21
I love the song "Night Ships" by Swartz et! I keep playing it over and over, alsong with a few others.
So yesterday I kept hearing the name "Nyla" along with "Anubis" over and over again. We all know Anubis to be the dog headed lord of the Egyption underworld, and this is the absolute darkest day of the year. I just don't know what or who Nyla is though.
J said she ordered a book on the akashics and I'm excited for her. I shared a link to an online course I took on that which she said she'd listen to. So I started to redo the course last night. This time I got a different spirit guide animal, along with a gift. It's so much easier following the meditation guides instead of just saying the prayer and hoping right in. While I was in and out of sleep last night I heard this loud "welcome" in this sort of computer like voice which sort of made me think well I did it..I got in via the path following my new spirit animal. So now I'm going to do these meditations every night and make this a goal for the new year.
The tree cutters are going to come first thing in the morning so I'm dreading all the noise and chaos. Francine wanted to meet me for lunch today but we were both on opposite ends of the county. She didn't want me to wait for her because she didn't have the Christmas gift she got for me with her. So we'll see if she turns out or flakes tomorrow.
Work is super slow right now on the all week Saturday schedule. Guess while I was down at the slow yard they pulled a body out of the river bed on the other side of the fence from our Paso yard! I hope my feral kitties are ok!! Tux was waiting for me by the fence this morning. So I went to feed her and one of the drive instructors Carol came to help because she loves cats. Tux let me get about 4 feet from her today! But she was a little scared with Carol there and we just stood and watched her slowly struggle to get to her food dish with us watching. I told her I was proud of her being so brave! Animals and people love you when you help them to feel confident about themselves.
Anyway, I don't feel too good.. my ears were popping on my evening flight and I just feel weak and dizzy. I'm going to do a lot more stuff for myself this year. I feel confident in the new and old friendships I've formed and I'm very loyal to my friends.
I better retire for the evening now..