10:20 p.m. - 2014-09-08
Finnally figured out who has been snooping in my laptop while I'm away...my husband.
The sad thing is, I'm not doing anything wrong for him to be concerned over! Really, I wish I was doing something naughty, but I'm not.
So from out of the blue, CD calls me up to talk and I tell her I've been having marriage issues and I'm just about done here. She said she's ready for a complete change in lifestyle and wants us to move in together. That really surprised me. But with that in mind, I decided it was time to fuck it all and go visit her. For years I kept saying I would and then there was always him. He always wants to be included, so I put it off. Another thing, I never really had the money of my own to do any travel until I got this job. I feel like even though he likes having the extra income, he resents my interdependency.
So I don't care, I'm tired of not having my own life and being able to do what I want. So I'm going.
We'll see what develops when I get there.
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